Figs & Foes, For the Lovers

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY, ALEXANDERLINYONGYI! (: from 090905 and still going on strong.

alex:
ok, im not going to blog about what i want to say since i guess i've told you want to say on your prezzie. so im just going to make it a short and sweet. i love you baby, it's been a year. (: of cos, i want our relationship to last for the many years to come too. i know im very greedy. haha!


wow! time really flies at full speed. one blink and it's our one year anniversary, and another blink would be eoy examinations. i wonder how my life would transform after 182 blinks. really! would i be pursuing my advertising design course, the course i dream to go, at temasek poly by that time? would i still be celebrating my monthseries and anniverseries alex? would my family run out of money to support me and my sisters' education? would i die as a innocent victim during a terrorist attack? kena a gunshot and say bye bye to the place where all my love ones are?

i know i very the kia si, but it scares me alot when my future is so unpredictable. i know preachers, pastors or even my parents constantly tell us to cast all our worries to God. yup, to some of my fellow christian friends, you might think why do i have such little faith. well, i don't know either. i just can't help but to doubt? recently i have been thinking much about matters concerning death. can't blame, these matters can be quite thought provoking at times. so...when we die, do we just like, DIE? vanish into thin air just like that? no soul, nothing? if yes, why do we live since we die so meaninglessly(?) ? do heaven and hell exists? if there is, what is it like? is hell very much like HELL or heaven HEAVENLY? -.-" sometimes i really wish that the dead would tell us what is it like to be dead. my mum used to tell me about my grandma who have passed away years ago appearing in her dreams in weird scenarios and also heard from others dreaming about the dead trying to tell them their regrets. why don't they ever tell us what is it like to be dead. :x God, im sorry if i have such little faith. i was just being brutally honest about my fears. forgiveness? (: i hope.

and oh, one more thing before i end this post.
I TYPE WITH MY TOES! (:
it's a unique okay!




i wish luh. :x