Figs & Foes, For the Lovers

haven't blog for like decades?
amazing.

and now the time i can spare to blog, is when the flu bug caught me.
lucky.

didn't go to school today, was on mc. im feeling all so drowsy now, thanks to all those killer pills the doctor gave. i just spent the whole day at home sleeping and playing tennis on my phone. anyway, im so so sorry that i did not update for such a long long time. and my excuse is, no time? :x im just plain lazy to blog lah. im not a computer person, but more on the tv kind. yummy tv!! (:

anyway, just some serious stuff i've pondered about.
recently, school is starting to take its toll on me. not studies, but the usual friendship stuff.
i realise that im not a very good friend to anyone after all these years. the same old habit is repeating itself. my darn mouth. sometimes i just wish that i was mute. it was my mouth that made me plunge into my deepest, darkest moments of my life. even if i were to blame on mood swings for all these causes, it would still be myself my fingers are pointing at. im not trying to hint that my friends sucks, the problem lies with me and has always been. i know this cant go on any longer and i know i have to do something about it and i will, this time.

for those people who've been there for me all along, i know it and i will appreciate.
thanks. (:

pris just told me about the next chem test. thought i would be spared from the one today. -.-
tmr the JOs will teach us fancy drill, really hope that i can make it to school. (: