Figs & Foes, For the Lovers

I feel like I'm wasting time contemplating this whole relationship, whether if there's a possibility.

I don't want to continue this on, the wait is painful. The flashbacks still makes me tear. 

I think you prolly got on with your life, everything seems to fall into place normally for you.

Sometimes I really wonder if you still miss me, like how I do now.

I know I'm damn loser to get stuck on this mess I've been since 2 months back.

But, do you know how HARD&DIFFICULT this is for me, NOW?

I hope you read this, cos I really wanna know how you feel about us now.

"Do you still love me like before?" 

I think this is the ultimate question for the answer to everything.

(L) 

//Whoever that is reading this, I know I'm getting whiny about this whole shit. At least I feel it is much better to write it down here, then to hear me talk about it everyday right into your face. If you think this is a nuisance to read, then you can just click the "x" at the top left corner of this window. I don't care.