Use Somebody

Things has been raging through the doors lately. I pretty much want it to slow down a little, it's like I've never been able to stop running on a treadmill. I just don't know how.

Sometimes I can't decide if it's better to lock up those raw feelings to your heart. I rather talk to secret spaces, you know? Your heart just comes to a juncture whereby you just can't explain all the nature of how things flow and what is this 'sense' you've been knocking around for. There's no concrete figures or science to prove to you otherwise. And and and this unknown conscience keeps asking you to account it to others or someone, you just can't fucking understand why you have to explain so much. It's not like anyone can be in your own shoes better than yourself.

Perhaps, these words are left to be untold.
And one day these words might all evaporate like nothing has happened.

And I would very truly like to hear the sounds of those crashing waves by the breakwater again soon. I just haven't done it for a very long while, it's just a sudden need.