The Beginning After The End

Time can't seem to decide itself to go fast or slow. and I miss you.
If only you knew fear was eating me alive cuz I don't know what I should do.

I'm scared, I'm confused about this.
Walls I've built didn't seem to be so high back then. Yet now when I try to look over it, I can't even see myself. Maybe I'm too complex.
But let's not think about it, let's not.
Let's just say I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you again.