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Have you ever slept for 7 hours, be awake for the next 6 hours then fall back into slumber for another 12 hours, waking up 4 times in between... and feel like you haven't really slept at all.

Have you ever felt like you have ran out of places to go to seek comfort and inspiration, there was just nowhere to go?

Have you ever felt so desperate that whenever you listen to music, you just start to find any possible trace of inspiration subconsciously, that even your favourite songs just don't mean the same anymore?

Have you ever felt like your brain was constantly feeling that it is gonna fall out from the back of your head any moment, LITERALLY?

Have you ever felt that, as long as your eyes are open your mind just keeps running and yet nothing is accomplished?

Have you ever felt so powerless, and sleep just never meant sleep anymore, dreams just doesn't seem all that dreamy anymore?

Every.single.thing.is.breaking.your.last.zen.

I did.