My Plants Are Dead

I've been very confused lately. Doesn't help at all that I am still awake trying to unravel what's beyond these uncertainties.

Love. The Theory of Love. The hating and loving (all at once). Democracy. Mistakes. Decisions. Opinions. The rights and wrongs. Time. Freedom of Choice in the name of Selfishness. Religion. Division of mankind. Division within ourselves. The fights for our souls. Our conscience. The meaning of existence. Truth. 

Can't we put all of that (fuck) down just for a while? 

Just look, look at those stars. Look how they shine (for you and for me~). Isn't it just beautiful enough to stop everything just for a while?

At the Tick of the Clock

There isn't any gods or people that I want to believe in right now. At least not for all the silly things and silly thoughts that I do/contain.

Just... let me, let me continue living.

The million things I wanted to do.
The million things I ended up not doing.

The million things in my absent mind.

This

It is in this life that I've realized - I've never really been connected to anyone. Perhaps I'm asking too much, aren't I?

Become/Became

It is becoming clear that I am a disconnected, incoherent being. What have I been doing to myself? I'm really confused and sad.

Happy Together

To forget or to be forgotten.
Which is more painful?
Everything else will leave me alone except this. this.

Yes I have a boyfriend, but that doesn't mean you all should have the right to decide that I should lose my social life.
It doesn't make any sense at all.

But truth is, I just simply miss you all.