Current Mood: Void of love.
Hello there my dusty little internet space, it's been a while.
Writing here again because I don't need answers or truths.
3 years (of youth). It has really been a while.
So... I've been away, climbing stairs; sort of. Progress with uncountable amount of regressing.
Cried (alot). Got hurt. Lost my mind. Fucked it through countless nights. Stood up for myself. And made myself believe that I was reborn in a different light.
And now... carrying a different kind of weight.
Tonight is just one of those many nights that has shackled me back to square one. I refuse to say that I can't handle. But I'm cradling my sighs of contradictions like a weepy child.
Breathe in...and out...and in again...and out...breathing hard...go easy...pacing...still breathing.
Do I keep up? If yes, how?
Who can forgive me for being another sorry soul with fucking first world existential issues?
Did I grow? Perhaps.
Are all these destined? Possibly.
Am I too trying? Definitely.
What's on the other side of the grass. I wanna go there...
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